6 Months...

So, I was thinking yesterday how CRAZY the last 6 months of my life have been and thought "Hey! I should write this all down so that I don't forget!" Haha! So this post is just me thinking out loud...

~I started dating Jared again...thought it was it and I'd never have to date again.
~Was told for the first time "I love you"
~Began the juggle of school, boyfriend, and working full time.
~Quit my lifeguard job to be a CNA, didn't feel good about it so I never started the job and went jobless for a month cause I didn't want to go back to the pool.
~In the meantime I was kicked out of school because I didn't get financial aid...still jobless too. ~Couldn't have made it through the struggle without the boy
~Since I desperately needed money and something to do I swallowed my pride and went back to lifeguarding...ugh...
~Things started to get rocky with the boy...but I figured we'd work through it. We loved each other...everything would be ok.
~I decided to go on a mission...and I felt REALLY good about it so I started the process. ~Things started to get REALLY rocky...
~Didn't feel quite so good about a mission but I kept on going.
~Things with roommates a little rocky due to me selling my contract without telling them. Not much I could do about this though...
~Started working at the Kearns pool teaching swim lessons. Though the commute was a bugger, I wasn't going to be doing it for long so I thought what the heck I might as well.
~Was told "I don't love you anymore" by the boy. The most devastating words I have ever had to hear...EVER.
~Due to the last point...I moved home the day after the breakup. I wanted my mommy.
~Kept moving forward with mission plans and living at home and working. Not easy, But I did it :)
~Mission papers IN! Best feeling in the whole world!

And now here I am writing this post. The last six months have had their ups and downs but such is life right? As I was thinking about all of this I thought "Would I change anything? Do I have any regrets?" And the answer...I don't know. What I do know is I'm in the right place in life and I wouldn't change where I'm at for anything. I don't know if I'd be in the same place if I had done things differently. I'll never know. But I'm happy and enjoying my job and spending time with my family :)

WAY cute FONTS!

So, I LOVE the fonts on this website http://www.kevinandamanda.com/fonts/ but HOLY! It took forever to get it all worked out so I could use it on my blog but it was WAY worth it and they are WAY cute!!!

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

So with all the recent events...this song has meant a lot to me! I love the lyrics and every time I get down on myself all I have to do is listen to this song and I feel so much better!!! Enjoy!

I'm not surprised
Not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in
I talk myself out
I get all worked up
Then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to loose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought I thought of every possibility

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait
I’ll never give up
I guess it's half timin', and the other half's luck
Wherever you are
Whenever it's right
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazin'
And baby your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid, I'll give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all’s fair
In love and war
But I won’t need to fight it
We'll get it right and
We'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazin'
And bein' in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get, yeah
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh, promise you kid
To give so much more than I get

I just haven't met you yet
I just haven't met you yet!

To those of you who read my blog:

You all know that I am going on a MISSION so its time to take guesses to where YOU think I will go! Just comment with your guess and I will put it on the map! A treat for whoever guesses the closest!
P.S. My call should come second or third week in JANUARY so you better guess right!