Yes, I realize that it has been over a month since I have posted anything on my blog and I apologize. I just haven't been in the mood to share what has been going on in the past 6 weeks. Its been long and stressful, but I do know that everything has to get better. As Shania Twain says..."Up, up, up, Can only go up from here!" And thats really all that I can wait for is the UP in life to finally show itself. And even right now I am not in the greatest mood.....
You know all the time as a kid that you wish you could be like Aladdin and find a magic lamp with a genie in it and you could have three wishes but then when you really got thinking about it you couldn't just stop at three wishes???????
Wish #1: I wish that the person I cared about most realized what he had and what he is now losing...
Wish #2: I wish I didn't have to struggle with money so much...
Wish #3: I wish I could turn back time three months...
Wish #4: I wish that I could control some people's decisions...
Wish #5: I wish I was getting my new car today...
Wish #6: I wish I had my own room...though I do love my roommate TONS...
Wish #7: I wish there was snow in them there hills so I could call in sick tomorrow and go snowboarding...
Wish #8: I wish I could talk to my best friend right now...
Wish #9: I wish I could find a better job...soon...
Wish #10: I wish my life weren't so pathetic that I sat here on a thursday night at 7:30 complaining on my blog...
Those are just the first ten wishes that popped into my head and I'm sure I could keep going all night but I won't bore you with all the details.
Life will get better, I know. Its just at a low point right now. I do have much to be grateful though and I hope that all of you are doing well :)
