So, I was thinking yesterday how CRAZY the last 6 months of my life have been and thought "Hey! I should write this all down so that I don't forget!" Haha! So this post is just me thinking out loud...
~I started dating Jared again...thought it was it and I'd never have to date again.
~Was told for the first time "I love you"
~Began the juggle of school, boyfriend, and working full time.
~Quit my lifeguard job to be a CNA, didn't feel good about it so I never started the job and went jobless for a month cause I didn't want to go back to the pool.
~In the meantime I was kicked out of school because I didn't get financial aid...still jobless too. ~Couldn't have made it through the struggle without the boy
~Since I desperately needed money and something to do I swallowed my pride and went back to lifeguarding...ugh...
~Things started to get rocky with the boy...but I figured we'd work through it. We loved each other...everything would be ok.
~I decided to go on a mission...and I felt REALLY good about it so I started the process. ~Things started to get REALLY rocky...
~Didn't feel quite so good about a mission but I kept on going.
~Things with roommates a little rocky due to me selling my contract without telling them. Not much I could do about this though...
~Started working at the Kearns pool teaching swim lessons. Though the commute was a bugger, I wasn't going to be doing it for long so I thought what the heck I might as well.
~Was told "I don't love you anymore" by the boy. The most devastating words I have ever had to hear...EVER.
~Due to the last point...I moved home the day after the breakup. I wanted my mommy.
~Kept moving forward with mission plans and living at home and working. Not easy, But I did it :)
~Mission papers IN! Best feeling in the whole world!
And now here I am writing this post. The last six months have had their ups and downs but such is life right? As I was thinking about all of this I thought "Would I change anything? Do I have any regrets?" And the answer...I don't know. What I do know is I'm in the right place in life and I wouldn't change where I'm at for anything. I don't know if I'd be in the same place if I had done things differently. I'll never know. But I'm happy and enjoying my job and spending time with my family :)
