Venting

Leggings...Cute look. I've been known to sport it myself from time to time. But, ladies and gents, its NOT appropriate for Church! I am sorry if you are reading this and you have sported this look at church...I'm not judging you...I am just not a fan of it for church. It makes you lazy in how you sit and it is not Sunday best in my opinion. I think of leggings as a way to get away with things while you are wearing a dress or skirt. For instance, you can sit cross legged while wearing leggings. You can't with a regular dress. It really frustrates me to see the dresses get shorter and shorter on the girls and less and less modest for church... I really can't wait for the brethren to say something about it cause its really starting to tick me off. Once again...I am not judging those of you who have sported this look and I am sorry if I have offended you with this post...I still love you!

I'm not that girl

It seems lame to compare my life to a musical and I feel a little nerdy comparing it to WICKED of all things. But its true...I'm not that girl. I know I'm not. He might not know that. She might not know that. But I'm not that girl. She is...
I'm the girl with the golden hair...but she is the girl.
I'm the girl who wants more than ever to be with him...but she is the girl.
I'm the girl who thinks about him every minute...but she is the girl.
I'm the girl who chooses him over every other guy in my life hands down...but she is the girl.
I'm the girl who would do anything for him...but she is the girl.
I'm the girl who prays daily for him...but she is the girl.
I'm the girl who prays one day I might be the girl...but she is the girl.
I'm the girl who hopes that one day he'll notice...but she is the girl.
I'm the girl who wants him to come to her...but she is the girl.
I'm the girl who pines...but she is the girl.
I'm the girl who wishes things were different...but she is the girl.
I'm the girl who wants this...
But I'm the girl who gets to watch this...
I'm not that girl. And in this musical there is no reprise with "the girl" singing the words I've sung before. It ends with me continuing to sing the same words over and over........

Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl.

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl

Every so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl.

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl

Dilemma

For those of you that know me well, you know that I love my phone. You also know that it is literally falling apart at the seams. Its not a pretty sight really. I drop it on the carpet SOFTLY and it falls into three pieces. The phone, the battery, and the back. The back actually come off in one easy motion...Pull the top right corner and VIOLA! Battery is exposed. The buttons are cracking and starting to fall apart...fortunately they still work. The orange paint is peeling away little by little and sometimes it won't charge. But I love it. I cried when I had to get a new phone...just ask my brother (new phone ended up breaking a month later...not really hurt about it...thats why I am still using this one with no complaints). This is my current phone...my baby if you will...I love it!
Now lately, with my phone falling apart, I have realized it is time to truly retire it. One problem. When I got my new phone which was this phone....

the Samsung Propel. Not my favorite phone...the buttons are tiny...it was big...etc etc. Honestly I'm glad it broke...thing won't even turn on or charge now. Anyway, when I got it, I used my update. CRAP. So I no longer have an update for me to get a phone for cheaper and I have to pay full price. But lets face it, my phone is not going to last me past this summer...it'll either fall apart and just quit or I'll drop it in the pool at work on accident one of these days and then I'll be forced to get a new phone. So I've been looking on ebay and the like and I really haven't wanted to get one off there cause I would prefer a new phone...that way I know it'll last me a good long time. But today while I was searching the internet for phones, I came upon something that caught my eye. THIS>>>>>>>>>
Its exactly like what I have now...small, sleek, ORANGE, and very pretty!!! It has all the same features that my current phone has, its just newer, and nicer. It was made for me. It has my name written all over it. One day it will be mine! I just have to save up the money for it...cause remember...Erin Page gets to pay full price for her next phone. That will be the second time in her life she has had to do that. (I actually took amazing care of the last phone I paid full price for...maybe that's the ticket for me taking care of my phones...). Until that day...I will continue to bond with my current phone and await the day I have the money to pay for a new phone...

I couldn't catch my breath And you hadn't seen me yet I turned to hide I caught your eye

Your face had that telling look Reading me like a book

My mysteries, blown on the breeze And my face smiles But inside I'm a mess And I can't find the words

CHORUS: I'm ok, I'm ok Just as long as you stay Far away from me baby We're so yesterday So don't say that you'll love me tomorrow If you don't today

The sound of your voice too soon Opens my deepest wounds You move towards me Beneath October leaves

I know just what you'll say And you're still ten feet away We've been here before We've walked through this door

And with every slow step I feel your arms pull me in

CHORUS: I'm ok, I'm ok Just as long as you stay Far away from me baby We're so yesterday So don't say that you'll love me tomorrow If you don't today

Just when I think I'm ready I dig deep inside For the strength To say right to your face

CHORUS: I'm ok, I'm ok Just as long as you stay Far away from me baby We're so yesterday So don't say that you'll love me tomorrow If you don't today

So don't say, so don't say Don't you dare play this game You can turn right around And keep walking away

Don't tell me you'll love me tomorrow If you don't today

If you don't today... If you don't today...

This feeling inside...

I'VE LET IT OUT

Dreaming out loud..............

I've been thinking a lot lately about what I want in the next 5 years...enough so that I am having dreams about it. And the dreams, at least most of them, aren't so far off.

I want to finally graduate...With most of my friends graduating like crazy right now I want nothing more than to be done with school!


I want to find the right guy and settle down and get married. I think that's on the top of the list right now...

I want to start a family.


I want my own home.


I want to live somewhere else besides Utah


And that is what I want to accomplish in the next five years...I hope you enjoyed it! Now I get to see where everything takes me..................................

BIGGEST PET PEEVE

WHEN YOU ASK SOMEONE A QUESTION OVER TEXT AND THEY NEVER TEXT BACK UNTIL DAYS LATER OR NEVER AT ALL.
I just had to get that out...thank you for listening to me complain.

All you need to know about me from A to Z

A- Attached or Single: Single...but not for lack of trying :)

B- Best Friend: Sara Hansen

C- Cake or Pie: Pie for sure...I don't like cake. Don't want a wedding cake. I will have pie at my wedding.

D- Day of Choice: Thursdays lately...I don't have to work on Thursdays...its great!

E- Essential Item: Carmex chapstick...I have one for every coat/purse.

F- Favorite Color: Orange and Kelly Green

G- Greatest Accomplishment: Working at Oakcrest and finally figuring out what I wanted to be when I grew up.

H- Hometown: West Jordan

I- Indulgences: Ice cream and shopping.

J- January or July: July...I hate winter and hate being cold

K- Kids: Love em...but don't have any yet...not for a long time

L- Life is incomplete without: My friends!

M- Marriage Date: Not for a few more years...gotta find Mr. Right first.

N- Number of Siblings: 2 Brothers...Cameron 21, Carson 17.

O- Oranges or Apples: Oranges for sure

P- Phobias: Free falling...and...I think thats it...

Q- Quotes: "If you are going to make me choose between you and the Lord, you are going to lose."
-Sister Colleen Terry

R- Reasons to Smile: 1)Summer is almost here, 2)My cousing Katie is pregnant and giving me a new "niece" or "nephew", 3)I have the greatest friends in the world, 4)General Conference was amazing, and 5)Life is just plain freaking good!!!

S- Singer/Songwriter: Do I HAVE to choose one...Cause I don't think I can...

T- Tag 5 Friends: Erin Moffat, Emily Pugh, Ashley Baugh, Katie Hansen, and Becca Hall

U- Unknown fact about me: I've never been outside the country

V- Very favorite stores: Buckle (for jeans), Forever 21, Downeast, American Eagle

W- Worst habit: Shaving my legs...I only shave about twice a month...

X- X-ray or Ultra Sound: Never had either so I don't know which I would want most...

Y- Your favorite food: Any food...but mostly Cereal...I don't survive without cereal

Z-Zodiac sign: Sagittarius

Conference Weekend!!!

I love Conference weekend and so far the talks have been amazing!!! And I know they will only get better! Hope you all enjoy it as much as I do!